try to recall true awareness.
think outwardly. try your very best to forget about your ego for a moment. your identities at home, work, with your friends or family. do the research if you don't know how. let the distant memories come back to you... you know the ones. just be present for it.
be fully aware for it... 4 those few moments that r 2 far in between.
when you feel oh so awake, when you feel oh so very good.